oh my god im shit at blogging, i love christmas and i get to move sooon yeaaaaa

well i totally cant be bothered to write the last chapter of my thailand trip so lets just say i had fun, i wanna go back some day and id tell anyone to go there cuz it rules!!

so its like the 18th december and im feeling soooooooo christmasy it awesome, i love christmas, i love mince pies and mulled wine and it being cold(although i will HATE it being cold once christmas is done) i love the lights and the xmas tree and everyone should stop hating on it cuz its amazing and you have to deal with it every year so why hate it just enjoy it!!

other great news is im moving soon to bromely just out side london, i cant wait to live in london hear the streets are pathed with gold, its gonna rule!!

OH I WANT A PUG DOG, SOMEONE BUY ME A PUGLET!!!

BYEEEEEEE XOXOX

on and on thailand fun!

i shouldn’t leave it so long between mailing cuz i forget what i want to say so sorry the last e mail was a bit shit!!

so in pattaya we show are lady boy show which was just so so shit that it was amazing, they couldn’t dance AT ALL and mimed all the songs we could stop laughing it totally ruled!! the next day we got the bus to Bangkok and the an overnight bus from Bangkok to Chiang Mai, this bus journey was horrid!! the guys sat in front of us smelled BADDDDD!! (bloody hippies) and the guy in front of him was sick on him self so not much sleep was had by us but it did only cost us like 4pounds so we put up with it!! we got her at 6 this morning found some place to stay had a little nap and now we’re seeing some sites! i really like chiang mia its just has a lovely feel about it!! tomorrow night is Loy Krathong, the festival of light the festival here is meant to be one of the best so we’re looking forward to that a lot!

OK we other news….last time we where in Bangkok before we went to ko samet we saw these two little kittens in a back ally one meowing to no reply and the other just kinda sat there like it was waiting for death and it took ALL my strength to scoop them us and just keep them….we pretty much thought they’d be dead but when we went back the where alive and being looked after!!! 😀 Thailand rules there nice to there strays!!

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well the last couple of days have been a bit crazy, Lorrie really wants to go home so she’ll get her job back but she cant change her flight, shes looking at cancellations but I’m doing my visa and will be staying even if she leaves or not, however i don’t think that’s gonna happen!

the last couple of days in chiang mai where cool there where more parades for the festival of light with some really really amazing floats! it was once again jaw dropping! but we did see a few of them on the phones…get off your phone you in a parade!! the next we went to look at some more temple one of which had loads of monk there you can talk to cuz it helps with there english and you get to learn! when we walked over a monk said! ‘hi welcome to monk chat’ it was really hard not to laugh that should be the next morning TV chat show i think!! we learnt about what the different Buddhas mean and had a nice little chat!which reminds the 1st day we were in chiang mai we saw these kiddy monks on the phones and with ipods….hmmmm haha

we had again get the night bus to bangkok I HATE THE BUS! now this time wasnt quite as bad as last but was still pretty shit….i cant understand why if you a larger and tall girl you’d get a big pill of dreads on your head, which the girl in front of me had so i couldnt hardly watch the film through her head!(once again..bloody hippies) but we got here in one piece checked into a hotel and slept! were now one are way to see some more of bangkoks site then going to an island tomorrow…we havent decided which

oh today we where waling down the ally the kittens had been in and there was an empty box…..no kittens 😦 but just down a tiny bit there they were playing in the sun 😀 yeaaaaaaaa

Days 3,4,5 and 6 Thailand

well well well where did i leave it wed night we went to this bar in Bangkok where this Thai guy was sing old metal cover and its was pretty damn funny so Lorrie and i thought that would be the best place to eat, which we did it was pretty cool!! there where some things i forgot to say about Bangkok, the taxis are bright pink, red, blue and it makes me smile i think things should be more cheery in England and its full of travellers..of every age which is nice, i like that people are fucking off real life all the time :D.. Thursday morning we went and book our bus and boat for that afternoon to get to koh samet, the mini bus drive was rubbish the roads here are bumpy as hell so the ride was not very smooth and we had to pretty much (again) take our live in our own hands getting on and off this boat with our bags!!, it was like 8pm when we got to the island we found this place to stay with a shared bathroom for 300baht a night which is like 6pounds was pretty basic but all we needed, the next to day where sent on the beach! white sands blues sea and people selling fresh fruit really cheap was awesome!

today we have left the island and come to pattaya……its horrid….i hate it!! it is full of lone white men here for sex, which we new but it really is a bit nasty…like Ive seen lots of guys(different ages) with Thai women and it look like there happy and i think that’s nice, this however is just icky there are free clinics everywhere… but pretty much we only did come come here to see ladyboys and that we shall do!! tomorrow we are off again getting the over night bus to chaing mai well be there for a few day then Sukhothai to see a ruined city then back to Bangkok for a night then more islands

i think we maybe home a week early as getting our visa extend maybe just to much of a hassle and we maybe to poor!!

other new..I’m reading motley cru the dirt, its awesome read it

byeeee
xoxoxoxoxoxoxw

Bangkok(the start of my Thailand Travels)

Here i am i love Thiland already, i wanna come back here with everyone i care about, here’s my first 2 days in bangkok!
DAY 1
so we’ve been in bangkok about 8hr, were so sleeping cuz the plan journey was hectic and not much sleep was has, kuwait airport where we stopped over was scary and we got staired at A LOT but was ok, arriving in bangkok was awesome the airport awesome, we collared two other girls in the airport loo’s and shared a taxi with them to Kao-San road where we’re staying which was cool, our hotel is nice, clean, bloodly good thing i brought a big padlock tho cuz the doors dont lock with the key from the out \side but the is a lach thing to put a pad lock on!! we slept, showered and o\now having a wonder its 7.19pm here everything still busy, kao san road is awesome ❤

DAY 2

hello again, so our 2nd day in Bangkok has been a little less lazy, last night we went to bed a like 9pm even after the good napping cuz we were just so sleepy but were up at 8 this morning to do fun things! We went to the grand palace which isn’t far from were we are so we walked there a pretty much took our lives into our own hands crossing the road….you kinda wait a bit when there a slight Gap in traffic(and i mean slight) you just leg across the road…everyone stops you seeing if you want a tuk tuk or whatever in the street..i think we may have been stopped a little more the most as everyone wants to talk to me about my tattoos but everyone is very friendly and only say lovely thing about how pretty it is or about the cat woman ‘batman American, movie i like’ haha. the palace was amazing none of our pictures do it any justice! the place is pretty big so we were the a while and then walked to Wat Pho which is a temple with a MASSIVE gold reclining Buddha, there were loads of little markets around to so we wonder around more being stopped….we got stop by a police man who chatted with us from a bit asked where we were from when we said the south south of England he said ‘Southampton? i went to university in Southampton’ i mean you come half way across the world and that bloody place still follows me!

we’ve just been for a Thai massage, was pretty good it hurt a bit but i feel all soft now like beaten meat haha i think i need like a good hour on my shoulders cuz the hurt and always have so i might do that another day!

we’ve changed our plans a bit and tomorrow we will be heading to Ko Samet which is an Eastern island were planing on staying there a couple of days the to pattaya to see some lady boys and a chick ping ping pongs outta her foo cuz hey we’re in Thailand and it needs to be done!! we’re just gonna stay there a night then come back to Bangkok to get the train to the north Chiang Mai. so I’ll mail again soon…hopefully it will be just as easy to get to Internet on the islands too!!

In other news im real happy Obama won the elections!! well done usa you didnt screw that one up !! teehee um i think thats it in other news!

byee xoxox

I’m leaving on a jet plane

Monday i shall be on my way to Thailand, Man Im more then excited! This is just a little up date on shit before i go away and you get my travel Blog haha Im going with this fine peice of ass so be excited about pictuers haha

 Lorrie has brown hair now so dont be confused 😀 lol

Well ive been indulging in more dirty talk cuz im a fucking sucker for it (from hotties i talk anyway, if your some creepy guy that thinks ‘oh im gonna try this one’ dont!!!)

I’ve again been making new friends…i swear doing burningangel was the plan ive ever had! Matt is my new bezzie canadian friend ❤ him we like telly and punk rock haha

Um HollyD had her myspace deleted so re add her at www.myspace.com/areyouhdready

OH FUCK YEAH ive got a new set up on burningangel.com check it out

fuck yeah!! my tits look fucking huge in that pic! yes! haha

ok well i’ll up date this while on my travels, so stay in touch kiddys 😀

OH and steph I COULD NEVER FORGET YOU! YOU ARE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE AND MY BEST FUCKING FRIEND FOREVER, i miss you xox

right where did i leave you…

so my weekend was kinda cool apart from having to work but Sunday i went to London and saw my friend for her birthday and we hung out, caught up it was pretty awesome. My week so far has been silly quite, I’ve been doing some bits for Mitch at BurningAngel which is cool and at least given me a little to do and I’ve got to talk to more of the BurningAngel girls today, i talked to joy and we… well mostly me, got silly excited that our birthday is on the same day and i also spoke to rubella that girl is so rocking if and when i meet her i’m gonna have to try really hard to keep my hands to myself haha

man I’m bored but i leave for thailand in 12 DAYS AHHHHHHHHH YES!!!

There’s is totally something up with my ear…it feels like its blocked and i can kinda hear my pulse in it, its fucking annoying me big time!

um I’ve been crazy up and down lately i think my pill is fucking with me and the change in seasons doesn’t help either like i keep crying FOR NO REASON and then i’m well happy again, its silly, i think i’m starting to settle out now just had some crazy girl hormones for a bit haha

well if you wanna make we really really really happy buy me something from my wishlist 😀

https://www.amazon.co.uk/gp/registry/wishlist/196T0ZZYLPKCM/ref=cm_reg_rd-upd?ie=UTF8&msgid=updated

love you xoxoxox

well well well this week been OK really, i was in Bristol on Saturday seeing my friend I’m going to thailand with we got a pretty good idea of where we’re going and what we’re doing which is really exciting although i was up all night Saturday throwing up like a champ…not really sure why must of been something i ate….man i hate being being sick when your not at your own house!! 😦

 i had a photo shoot on Tuesday with the amazing DarkDaze it was an awesome zombie shoot that had a 1977 ford Capri looking like it had burst through a living room wall the amazing Alex Young had done some sick graffiti work around the whole and i got to model with Alex, Kitty Peels and Nina Kate(JaneDoe), we had some killer styling by my girls Ophelia Fancy and i got to wear yummy latex by the the lovey Jane Doe and hang out with some old and now new friends, was a pretty long day day but still totally fun and i cant wait to see the out come. we did the shoot in Brighton and every time I’m there i miss living there so much and it breaks my heart to leave, I’ve got so many wonderful friends there and the whole city just have a lovely feel about it, it honestly feels like home…even tho its not. after the shoot we went to the pub for a couple and HollyD her fella Mike and Sakura came down which was just lovely, it was good to properly hang out with Sakura even if it wasn’t for long

Wednesday i was in London again this time to see my lovely HollyD again she was shooting for Killergram so i totally got to watch her do it an it was awesome 😀 i win!!

the rest of this week has been pretty quite which is actually nice I’m working the weekend and in London again Sunday for a friends birthday. this week bee OK I’ve been a bit stressed but think that’s mostly to do with silly girl hormones but I’m feeling a little more chipper! i should really write this more and stop being lazy, i’ll try and get on…..

Oh PS I’m totally jealous that this weekend some of the BurningAngel crew are hanging out in Ohio including Mitch, Madison, Joanna and Dnothing sometimes i fucking hate being in england i wanna go play 😦

PPS I HATE BEING POOR

Blah Blah Blah

so today i had the best msn coversation with the other UK burning angel girls HollyD, Sakura and Skin we talk about a lot of stuff but mostly how we wanna make girl/girl porno with each other and weather i should or should not join HollyD in the world of porn, i love that all my friends are so open minded and so truly amazing 🙂

um so this week i’ve not really done much….had some awesome dirty texts off a very hot boy, i’ve worked, talked to my friends and been lazy as hell… i’ve talk a lot about moving to, hopefully i’ll move to london or back to brighton in like december when im back from thailand (im going for 5 weeks in november) i spoke with Hollie about some moving plan but we’re gonna look properly when im back from thailand

um anyway thats about all i have to say on this week..bah how boring byeeeee

PS i love madison for getting me into someecards.com

im lazy!! The London Tattoo Convention and being a massive flirt

So i said I’d write about the London tattoo convention on Monday but I’m lazy and am only just doing it now so get over it! Right so last weekend was the London tattoo convention which i went to with the lovely HollyD to promote the shit outta BurningAngel here’s how the weekend went down…in less detail then real life

Friday 26th Sept

Holly was busy all day so i only went to meet her and her fella mike at like 8pm in London! i met them at london bridge tube and while waiting for them i checked out hottie (London is awesome for checking out hotties) they got there like 15 minutes but i didn’t mind cuz it was awesome to see them both! on our travels to west London to the con we catch up, Hollys been doing loads hot porno including for playboy so we talk about that and about other modeling shit and life and stuff. We get to the con about 9, the whole east line tube is out so it was a little bit of a mission, seeing as it was kinda late we decided to just have a little mosey around and give out a few stickers which we do, i see my friend Becki/Missy macabre she does like horror, comedy cabaret stuff with here fella the Barron and they were hosting the Vince ray bar…here they are http://www.myspace.com/creepshowbeyondthegraves we get back to holly and mikes around 12am watch true romance then get our sleep on.

Saturday 27th

we get up around 10ish shower and get ready, holly makes us breakfast we take there doggies out for a walk and head out! the weather was nice which was a lovely surprise but get to the convention was fucking bitch to get to and i nearly killed our bus driver but I’m over it now. when we get to the convention HollyD and i get in out burning Angel panties and start to get our groove on,  it was an awesome we first bumped into some member from BA they were killer and so happy to see us and made us feel pretty special then it was on everyone wanted to take our pictures, talk to us, have stickers all that shit and there was SO MANY  hot boys and girls for that matter i was pretty much in flirting heaven and boy did i take advantage of it, oh how i love flirting haha, there was this guy from L.A and i pretty much fell in love with him and i’ll see him again which is a little sad. then i met up with my friend Kelly we talked about boys and our crazy ex’s had some food went and sticked people more then watched the burlesque shows at the vince ray bar. kelly went home and i saw my friend from Newcastle (who is a total hottie) he wanted me to go out and party but we were going back to hollys so i lamed out, we went back to holly and mikes with 2 guys they know it was a pretty fucking funny venture home they kept laughing about how they were hanging with porn stars and strippers, we all get back drink red wine, eat chicken and chat with burning angel porn in the background, me and one of the guy totally outrageously flirt with each other but he had a girl so i behaved!!Sunday 28th

Today was kinda lame we’re all fucking sleepy as hell from late night and early morning,  we get to the con around 2ish do our shit complain about being tired i hang out with my friend from newcastel a bit more and then we decide its home time around 5.30ish, i travel home to southampton all all was good!!

so yeah thats kinda pretty much it, this week i’ve been flirting lots with a guy i met at the con its been pretty sweet. i’ve also worked loads which has sucked balls but all in all life is good and the con was amazing…..um im sleepy now so im not writing anymore…

flirting, dirty texts/phone calls and masturbation is under rated

so lately my life has been a little same old same old been working lots cuz i gotta save for my trip to thailand and this weekend in London for the tattoo convention. so when life is this dull you gotta spicy it up some and i pretty much think my most favorite thing to do is flirt!! flirting is fucking AWESOME and it makes me smile also because there is little action in these time I’m all about the dirty text, I’m all about dirty talk in general it proper get me going (if done in the right way you dont wanna be creepy) now when you get these texts and start to activate your imagination and really get into it masturbation rules i mean you know exactly when to start and stop exactly how much pressure when to slow down or speed up which means when you come urgh its good especially when you been thinking about banging some fucking hottie, now im telling you about this cuz i keep having awesome sex dreams and waking up horny as hell and getting down to it and its been hot!!! p.s phone sex rules to

Hmmm so this weekend is the London tattoo convention and I’m gonna be there with the lovely Holly D and we’re gonna be give away burning angel posters and stickers and I’m gonna be flirting my ass off with cute tattooed boy so if you in London taan come see us 😀 i’ll write a blog about it Monday xx